To my love I pray every night!


Star Bright Angels

Patricia Folks Thanks this say everything, every night I pray to my husband letting him know it’s another day closer to us being together again, another day closer to us sitting side by side as we belong. I ask him to watch over me and keep me safe until that day comes and then I tell him I love him more then words can say and miss him even more. It’s been 4 yrs. and have done this every night since he has been gone.



New Life – New Beginning

Losing someone you love is never easy, it maybe the hardest thing you will ever have to do. And no two people are alike and the same with death. Everyone deals in their own way and on their own time. There is no time slot for grieving. It could take months and even years for someone to deal with the lost of a love one. So they say there are 5 stages of grieving some claims there are 7 stages. Grieving follows no orders and you can go in and out of stages and don’t even realize it. The pain is unbelievable and feels like it will never go away. They say in time the heart will heal but you will never forget the lost and the moment it happened. But most important is you need to understand everyone is just trying to help you cope, but they truly never understand just how deep is your pain. I know for a fact cause my pain happened on November 3, 2011 and to this day I can feel the pain and loneliness as if it was yesterday. They also say talking helps so here I am talking to you….just trying to find a way to ease my pain and hope you will join me and we can heal together

  1. Denial
  2. Anger
  3. Bargaining
  4. Depression
  5. Acceptance